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Name: Bryan
Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Male


Interests: Kendo, Taichi, Religion Talks, Bashing Christians and their beliefs.
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Industry: Engineering


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Member Since: 5/5/2004

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Friday, May 25, 2007

aint fair

i worked hard 4 years for nothing.
4 fucking years of hardwork and stuff.
4 fucking years of fighting.
and now it means shit.  in this fucking 4 years ihave accomplished shit.
I was given no chance, no hope at all.

why the fuck do i keep cheering up myself, saying that theres hope in the near future?
theres no fucking hope. 


i've only tasted true happiness once, and lost everything.
and now i have nothing left, not a fucking thing.
its been already more than 1 year.  one fucking year of gettin shit in life.  And just when i thot i had some hopes, they are ripped away and left me burning in agony.

what the fuck have i been fighting for all this time
Nothing fucking matters anymore


Tuesday, July 20, 2004

OMG there is a spider on my walllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll noooooooooooooooooooooo

And ya, i noticed there is a Guest book in this thing.  Please fill it out as u come :D


Saturday, July 03, 2004

just saw SPIDERMAN 2222222222222222222222222222222


Saturday, June 26, 2004

Just came back from a trip with family to the rockies in Canada.  Most of it was boring; endless hours on the bus and very little time in the actual wilderness.  But amist the bad, boring events, i met this one girl who have stolen my heart.  It aint big of a deal, as such event has happened countless times, but she was very angelic.  No one i have seen to this day was anything like that.  Not even in the years in HS and college, but on a rare stupid trip with family.  It would've been good if all goes well, but the presence of family greatly hinders my aggression, so in the end i end up sitting around not doing anything and feeling guilty and such.  Well, it is a hard, surprising lesson that i learned hard.


Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Well, finals are done and the first year of college is completed.  Many things have occurred during this year, both good and bad, and i must admit i tasted a totally different experience.  But one thing i learned is to keep my mouth shut and quit whining and bitching.  This year has been very long, but also short in some ways, and complicated and i can't see how i'll do in the future.  Many dramas have happened that leads to me to question what is the whole fucking point of college besides a degree.  Friends bond and fades like movements of electrons, very unpredictable.  Owell, i guess thats part of human nature or society.  So now im packing up to go home, i wonder what i'll do for summer.

Btw, Piston owned the Lakers and won the champ today.  Awesome



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